Comment and view please?

its everyone's desire to live a wnderful life. to enjoy every second, to treasure every moment.selfish of me, if i said i was the only one. n yet very often we ran away from our cmfort zone. trying to discover the so called other part of life. when there's actually nothing worth to be discovered out there. the uncertainty of life, moving like a roller coaster. i know that its cold at the street. i see it from my window. the fog becomes more clearer now. i made mistakes. im immature, certainly not wise enough to distinguish between the rights and the wrongs. dont lead me. then, i'll be needing you all the time. i dont need support, im standing strong. im not complicated but dont call me easy. its cold, in here. i better put on a sweater and have some hot chocolate. for these days will soon p me by. owh. we went back an hour earlier today. hmm. it'll p me by too. i get all the space i need. but why am i breathing congested air? let the window open and allow in the cold wind. i will grow numb by the coldness, at least i will not suffocate. just like telling the world, im alive. and im here to stay. are you here to render my cnfidence? i will not be scared. Im standin straight. and love will blossom, one day. and along grow the flowers of the spring, taking over after the snowfall.and chase away this autumn's shivers..