Is it normal to hate girls?

Every relationship ive been in i always hated them but they love me so much. I cant stand it. Their always hugging me and stuff and i think it is just disgusting but i hide my disgust very well. but they have always been short relationships because i tend to "break" their heart because i am very straightforward. I just find girls to be very annoying and i just cant stand relationships in general. im NOT gay